Just thinking about having surgery. I could live my life without having it, but do I want to? Yes, it would improve the quality of my life. But every time under the knife is a chance. And oi vei, it just is so disturbing, the actual thought of it all. Thank God for modern medicine, but I'm having the hardest time with this. Insurance will pay for it as it's a health deal... yowsers. But I'm just putting it off. If I did it and got it over with, I'd feel better. Nothing to do about ...